WELL, HELLO BLOGGERS...
I AM FINALLY BACK ON MY BLOG.,AFTER A FEW YEARS.... AND A FEW HOURS OF TORTURE OF RESETTING MY PASS WORD...HA HA....I HAD NOT BEEN ON FOR  SO LONG ...I COULD NOT REMEMBER IT... SO I  FINALLY FOUND OUT HOW TO GET A NEW ONE......

FIRST OF ALL I WOULD LIKE TO SAY...GLAD TO BE BACK.....!!..I HAVE DID  A LOT OF WRITING SINCE I HAVE BEEN OFF MY BLOG ...JUST NOT ON MY BLOG...AND OF COURSE I AM STILL ONLY USING 2 FINGERS...HA HA...I AM STILL WRITING SHORT STORIES  AND TRYING TO GET ENOUGH TO MAKE A BOOK ..I GOT BIG IDEAS OF GETTING IT PUBLISHED BUT I WILL PROBABLY NEVER ACTUALLY GET IT DONE..AFRAID TO TAKE THAT STEP...HA HA...WELL, THERE ARE NOT TOO MANY WEB SIGHTS YOU CAN ACTUALLY TRUST AND ESPECIALLY WHEN IT COME TO MONEY....BUT IT IS FUN  ANYWAY....I HAVE NOT WRITTEN IN THE BOOK I WAS WRITING ON MY MOTHER FOR ABOUT A YEAR NOW...AND I MUST GET ON IT AGAIN....I THINK I NEED A COUPLE WEEKS OF SOLITARY CONFINEMENT TO GET STARTED AGAIN.......OR MAYBE STOP THE CLOCK AND HAVE MORE TIME....BUT  I WANT TO THANK MY NIECE, ROSE.... FOR BEING MY NUMBER 1 READER AND ALWAYS BELIEVING IN ME....I ALWAYS LOVE READING HER BLOGS, SHE IS AN INTERESTING PERSON....AND LIKE ME HER BRAIN NEVER RESTS.....I HAVE BEEN REMODELING A HOUSE FOR 2 YRS NOW AND STILL NOT FINISHED...ALL MOST BUT NOT QUITE...LOL.....I MADE MYSELF A HONEY DO LIST THIS SPRING AND PUT IT ON THE FRIDGE ...WELL, I DECIDED TO GET IT DOWN A COUPLE DAYS AGO AND SEE WHAT I HAD LEFT TO DO....HA HA HA ,,,GUESS WHAT ??I HAVEN'T DONE ONE THING ON IT......YET!!,....I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING BUT THAT.....I HONESTLY DON'T KNOW HOW I FIND SO MUCH TO DO AND ALWAYS BUSY.... BUT I  NEVER SEEM  GET DONE... ON TOP OF ALL MY WORK.. I ADDED 2 HOUSE CLEANING JOBS TO MY LIFE...3-4 TIMES A MONTH....AND PUSH MOW ABOUT 3 ACRES A WEEK.....PLUS,,I STILL HAVE MY ANTIQUE SHOP THAT I GO TO 1 DAY A WEEK.....IT USED TO BE 3 DAYS.......SO THIS YEAR HAS SLIPPED BY ME AGAIN..... AND IT IS ALMOST CHRISTMAS AGAIN.......I WILL HAVE TO SAY I AM READY FOR THE COLD WEATHER...I HAVE NEVER SWEATED SO MUCH IN MY LIFE!!...SO , HOPEFULLY I WILL START ON MY LIST AS SON AS THE WEATHER COOLS DOWN..I AM GOING TO MAKE SURE I DO AT LEAST 2-3 THINGS  ON IT...SO STAY TUNED......WE WILL SEE.!!

back again,
well, i am back again . i haven't been on here for a long time , so long that i almost forgot about it. i am back doing what i like to do , remodeling and writing .i started back on my short story collection , trying to get enough to make into a book , but i really don't know how many that should be...ha ha.
 I think i have been in depression for the last 2 and half  years , every since my nephew passed away in a car wreck. i always consulted in him and my neice-her blog is  87 rose[ i think she was in depression the same time as i was] because we never communicated very much. i still don't know if it was me ,her, or both of us......i don't think she knows either.... anyway ...i kind of stayed in my own little world....i really don't know where the time went to. then an old friend of mine had a stroke , i packed up her 2 story  house, went to see her twice a week at the nursing home,made 2 trips a day to her home to feed her animals, ended up having to bury her 2 dogs with in 3 months ...she went to live with her daughter 60 miles away...i went to her home un packed the things from a 2 story home into a 1 story and tried to put it exactly the way it was in her other home......her daughter forbid me to see her ...she passed away a year later   and of course i wasn't informed and would not have been allowed there if i went.... my grandson[19 years old] moved in for 6 months, i was taking him to and from 2 jobs, going to bed at 2am getting up at 6 am, plus...another old friend died in between all of this.......and now Christmas is just around the corner again... 2 AND HALF YEARS OF MY LIFE LOST...I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE IT WENT...  i am still not in the full swing of things yet but i am confident i will get there!  SO STAY TUNED !!!

 TOO OLD
just thought i would let you know i am still here..still as busy as i was last year and the year before, ha ha......i don't think i am happy unless i am busy.....i am still writing short stories, poems, a book of my moms life , a cook book,  taking care of house work, running an antique shop 2 days a week and will be mowing 3 yards in a couple weeks...plus i stay up till 3am and get up about 8 or 9 am. do i sound busy enough? ha ha........oh i forgot i am now remodeling an old house that i already remodeled once in 2002.to make that story short...i was selling it on land contract until she moved out without notice in april 2011..i took it back over  sept 2012.......well, it has been HARD LABOR every since..I mowed the yard [which was 7 feet tall] with a push mower.... bagged up 125 bags of trash,.tore the roof off [6 layers of roofing and  done half of it with a hammer] and replaced it with tin roof ... ripped off the dry wall, tore out the ceilings, replaced the floors and part of the floor joists,  put in 3 windows[ what a job ,never done it before..lol] and today i took a door down that had swelled and wouldn't shut,so i sawed it off to fit.   AND NO I AM NOT ON DRUGS...HA HA.....i don't even take a vitamin, which i should.......i love remodeling old house but i think i am getting too old[57] for the heavy stuff. this will probably be my last big one...ha ha.. but  i say that every time..... if i figure out how i will post some before and after pics on here....EVERYONE I KNOW SAID TEAR IT DOWN OR BURN IT DOWN...but not me i have to try to save its life even when it hangs by a thread,.i can't stand to see a house go to ruins.....i do people the same way, i help them over and over again until i finally realize there is no hope and then i feel guilty for giving up...i guess i was born a fighter with a big heart.....SO STAY TUNED ...IT MAY BE A WHILE BUT THERE IS MORE TO COME.

HELLO BLOGGERS,

Just like everyone else i have been waiting on spring, i  got a lot of work in mind for this year[.carpenter work and remodeling, push mowing 3 yards,everyday house work, etc] so...it will be winter again before i know it.... i have writing more short stories over the winter but don't have too many finished ...ha ha.. 3 finished and.4 still hanging...if i would stick to one at a time i may get done but i like skipping from one to another ...like watching a different movie...ha ha......i am trying to get a collection of them to make a book....PLUS..i have a book i started in 2006 and still haven't finished that yet...got 7 chapters wrote...don't know if i could ever get it done...might have to make it a series because it is too long..it is based on a true story of my mothers life ....it is so hard to write a true story....[remembering dates, how old kids are, dates of  events and keeping track of the years]   editing your own book????NOT EASY...HA HA....but hopefully i will get it done some day. i almost forgot..i have a cook book started too...ha ha.....i didn't realize how many things i had left unfinished...i am going to have to do something about it....typing with only 2 fingers don't speed it up any..lol.....but can i use that for an excuse?? PARTLY, BUT.. NOT REALLY....mostly it is no time.when i don't get on the computer till late at night ,there isn't too much time to get it done and most of the time i am too sleepy to do it...ha ha...but i will get them sooner or later...so stay tuned you may get surprised..i might even surprise myself

happy return
well, it is a new  beginning because i deleted vall my post about a month ago.....i was going to find another sight to do it on but i was reading over the blogs i used to follow and realized how i liked reading them , so i will be posting some blogs again as soon as i get a chance... it always nice to read someone elses thoughts....see you soon